Living at home again
Since August 23,2021 Blade and I been living at my mother’s home, and at times it’s not easy because I am like my mother and my father who she divorced back in 1989 and remarried in 1997 to a man that really didn’t want me around at times, but he had to deal with it because I am my mothers child. Back in October of 2015 she lost him to brain cancer after being lung cancer. He ended up with a radiation pocket that turned his brain into a cluster of cancers and they found it all to late where they couldn’t even operate to remove his tumor on the back of his neck. I wasn’t allowed to even come back for a visit because of Blade and both my mother and her husbands hatred for my partner. Reasons for that is because him and I were together in that past and we separated but no one knew the reasons on why we did split up. At that time we didn’t think it was anyone’s business on why we did. I kind of wish now that I would have told everyone why so no one would have questioned on why I ended up with him again in life. My mother now understands on why we did, and understands and has seen over the last few years the kind of love we have is unique.
♥♥ Blade and I at our home in second life♥♥
Blade and I have now been together again for 10 years as of July 1,2023. That means the world to me because I was under the assumption that I would never be loved like the way Blade loves me. My ex after him, and before this time abused me both mentally and physically. He was so good that no one in my family believed he was that type of guy. Plus my arms bare his markings from burning me, and my mind has his markings from telling me that no one would love me and if they did they were an asshole and stupid for doing so. Blade has been extremely good for my mental health in some sense as his love for me has helped me believe I am worthy of love. He’s encouraged me to do things I’ve always wanted to do, and has encouraged me to do a lot of things that I didn’t have faith in myself with. He’s pushed me to become a better woman, and I have pushed him to become a better man. We’ve had our ups and downs over the years, but our love is stronger than ever and we are always there for each other. Raven keeps up in sync with how we feel about each other and with her in our lives.
♥ Raven’s love is truly unconditional ♥
She holds our hearts, and is totally happy with us as her humans. We share our lives with her, and are happy to be there for her all the time. So this has been a welcome to my world and why Real Life and Gaming always collide, and we now share our lives with my mother and her dog as well.
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