Finally the end of the week and I have had one hellish week. Even though I don’t work, well in a way I do. I try to keep a hot meal on the table for my mom, Blade and myself, plus keeping our dog and my mom’s dog fed with good meals, keeping them in the things they need. All the while trying to keep my sanity. Even though many think the work of a house wife or partner which ever way you choose to see it, isn’t really work because we don’t get paid, but we don’t do it for a paycheck. At least I don’t see it that way. Blade also has something he’ll tell anyone that listens and that I’m part of his reasoning to staying away from drugs. He has been 10 years clean and sober from Cocaine. I know a lot won’t understand, but he was in a dark place when he went down that road all by himself, and to help him stay sober I am here supporting him, being his voice of reason, and helping him understand that no matter I have his back. Back in 2021 he was laid off from work, well that was because of pandemic that they couldn’t fire him. So they laid him off, and let him collect his unemployment. He was on that path yet again, but I remained at his side and helped him through it all. He didn’t go back to the drugs, but with my love and Raven’s he fought his depression. He contemplated suicide on multiple occasions because he thought he wasn’t a man and supporting his family.
True love never dies! It just always grows and grows
Like he has helped me through my rough patches, I’ve been helping him through his rough patches, and we always have taken the long hard road in life. I still at times sit back and wonder what I did in life to deserve a man that loves me beyond the moon, and wants to give me the best possible life I could have with him. I just never ask for anything out of him. I love him and for me that is enough. He stands by myside like I do with him. To me our love is built on so much more then being honest with one another, trusting one another. It’s build on the backs of our troubles we’ve carried throughout life. Even in the past when we lost our daughters to a distrusting, and messed up system, to finding one another again later in life to be able to build something a whole lot more then what we had in the past. I’m happy being with him, and I’m glad that even through it all we’re still facing each day together as a couple that has an unbreakable bond.
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