It’s not a goodbye

It’s just a closing to daily blog festival we are partaking in this year. Blaugust will probably and most likely be back next year, it’s just that this is the final day for the hashtag #Blaugust2024. Am I sad to see it coming to an end? No not at all, I did what I set out to do as I have done every year since finding Blaugust and that is do the daily posts for a whole month. Plus I got to read a whole new level of people’s blogs and get their takes on views and etc. What I did not expect to do though was go completely off the rails and take everyone down a mental health trip like I did. Again I will apologize if anyone had a trigger by reading about my journey in life so far. I did not intend for that to happen. I just figured with Blaugust bringing in so many new people that I would try and help spread more awareness about mental health, and how we don’t have to suffer alone anymore. We can be there for each other, or at least try to be. For years I’ve suffered in silence, I suffered because I believed my story wasn’t worth telling. My journey wasn’t worth documenting, worth anything but remind me of how life keeps trying to break me, and I keep coming out stronger and different from each abuse that happens, or has happened. I also wanted to share my life with others to show that anything can happen to anyone, and doesn’t define us as a person. It just gives us a different perspective on certain things.

What did I get out of Blaugust this year?

That is something entirely different for everyone. I got a lot of this, I got to be able to read new blogs, meet some new people that aren’t new to blogging, but new to Blaugust. So on my RSS and Reader I have more blogs to read when they get updated. So yeah I got a lot out of this year. I am still not all that social still and it’s not because I don’t like people, it’s just I’m more comfortable being alone then being around people. I hope that doesn’t sound odd, but I’m a loner by nature. I can’t get use to being around a lot of people. I’m very much a recluse, an introvert at heart. I am comfortable with Raven and Blade. That is my circle that doesn’t stress me out. I will be there for people if asked only cause I know what it is like to suffer alone with no one to just be there. Doesn’t mean we have to talk, it is just the idea of having someone there would be of help. Remember that door is always open , I’m just a message away. I’m on Facebook, (Shadowz Greymoon), Twitter (Shadowz Abstract), Gamepad.Mastodon (ShadowzAbstractGaming), basically google Shadowz Abstract Gaming and you’ll find me.